last night i was hoping got people will say good night to me..
but i know impossible,
so i decided to send it out..
but suddenly i feel don't know want to send to who..
seem like no people that i want to send to..
hmm.. actually got 1, but i feel like not dare to...
so finally i send to two of my "sis"..
after i sent it, i go toilet and brush my teeth..
then when i already enter room and wanna sleep,
i check my phone again and i felt so disappointed because none of them reply me..
as usual, i help mum apply the bone oil on her back..
and my hand elbow damn pain when sometimes move or what..
really pain till no sound can come out..
so mum also help me to apply the oil on it..
after that, i checked my phone again,
hmm.. i felt happy because 1 of my "sis" replied me..
after that i slept..
but in the whole night, i woke for many times...
morning when i really wake, till now, my hand still feel like burning..
because of that bone oil..
and don't know why my leg so pain..
haiz.. why i always pain here pain there..
when i go toilet and wanna brush teeth,
i look at the mirror,
and i feel very hate my hair..
i hope it will grow faster.. haiz..
today no breakfast to eat because my uncle was at home..
we cannot buy outside's food come back eat because he may scold..
so my bro and me just ate bread only..
sometimes if my dad got buy mee back, at around 5pm after work,
we have to eat very fast.. and very scare uncle will suddenly come back..
and this make me feel very uncomfortable..
eat at home also must be like that.. seem like crime..
hmm.. but no one will understand even i say it out..
when i log in facebook, and checked notifications,
my "sis" comment a good night at the wall post that i post to her wall said that i miss her eh..
feel kinda happy again..
i damn hate smokers!!!!!
they don't even think of other people..
they are all selfish!!!
hmm.. even die, also not they die first, but are us..
keep smoking 1 by 1.. nonstop eh!!!
since that it so smelly but why they like it so much leh?
yuck!
Oh today is first day of hungry ghost month..
normally i already very scare liao eh,
but now is...........
so i more scare..... but what to do wor..
hmm.. just can act brave..
because no one can let me to depend to so that won't scare..
morning and afternoon, i am home alone for hourssss..
although sky is bright, but i feel very scare too..
and before they went out,
they told me a lot of thing about crime come in house eh thing..
my sis said till like 100% will happen..
it makes me feel very very scare...
who can accompany me...? ='(
and every morning i so early reach school...
feel scare also... haiz..
i am thinking that wanna stay at school until about 1pm everyday..
because this month all back at 12:30pm, sure got many people wait bus,
even bus come i also can't back..
but who willing to accompany me to stay and then back together?
i think no one will...
so how wor??? haiz..
morning when mum came back,
i was sit on my bed (on floor),
then she throw down a pack of thing to me..
i ask her what's that and i open it,
she told me is a jacket..
i open it,
Wow.. blue colour eh jacket wor.....
hold on.... mum give me or just show me?
she said if i want then give me..
Ahw... so good..
but i feel that herself also want it eh..
hmm.. how leh?
never mind la.. share share gua.. see first lo.. hehe..
really love blue so much..
but is light blue not dark blue..
people say 蓝色代表忧郁,
hmm.. maybe gua.. that's why i like it so much..
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