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as what i said, i will keep updating my blog when i am down..
he just updated his blog, 
and all about his "sis" again.. 
feel so hurt to see that.. haiz..
hmm.. 
he call his car as babe..
whenever he call his car babe,
i will think of last time that when he call me as babe..
when he started to call me as babe, 
he some more ask me will i mind..
hmm.. sure won't.. because i like it so much..
and feel so sweet when he call me like that..
another thing that appear in my mind is,
we playing the word "babe" in class..
he keep writing babe and i keep stopping him..
it was a sweet moment for me..
and i was very happy that time.. 
but all is past tense already..
and i know it will not happen to me anymore..
just 1 more week time to reach my exam,
honestly, i haven't start to study..
totally no mood, no heart, no motivation..
what happen to me actually?
why me like that?
i not really understand what teacher teach also..
i hope got people can teach me..
haiz.. 
they are so close..
and this makes me feel hurt..
but besides hurt, i can't do anything..
hmm.. just let it be.. continue to get hurt.. 
used to it..
the only way out..
haiz.. 
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