a single msg

It has been a long time he does not automatically msg me anymore..

It has been almost one week time he does not reply me anymore..

It has been a few days i do not msg me anymore.. 

I try very hard to control myself not to msg him although i want to, 

it is because he likes other girl already..

I should not to disturb him and annoy him anymore, 

and i do not have the rights to do so too.. 

Well, my phone has been a long time does not have any msg..

Everyday, everytime whenever i check my phone, 

i feel disappointed.. 

But what really i am hoping or wishing?

Why do i keep hoping for a thing that impossible to happen?

*Sigh*

By the way, 

last night, 

when i woke sudden in midnight,

i check my phone, 

felt surprising that i had a msg.

i know impossible is sent by him, 

but still hoping.. 

It's true that not him.. 

but that msg content makes me felt kinda touching.. 

because it's a single concern msg sent by my friend.. 

She is not my close friend, 

we do not talk, 

just communicate when it is necessary.. 

but she sent me that concern msg, 

means she got think of me and care about me,

that's why i felt so touching.. 

and maybe because of i do not receive any msg for such a long time,

but suddenly get her concern msg.. 

Anyway, i want to thanks her, YWM..