randomly..

last Friday, 
after school, i got club, KK also got club,
then suddenly we met in toilet,
then we chatting..
she told me that she know CH wanna chase which girl already..
and she told me that the girl is chinese society too..
and told me her name.. 
i know she very mind about it, 
although seem that she is very optimistic, 
but she still care about it..
she ask me that girl pretty or not,
hmm.. i saw her picture at facebook before, quite pretty..
but i not really can recognise, when i am in the class for chinese society,
i look around, and saw 1 girl seem same as the photo i saw,
so i just feel is that girl..
and during activity,
CH came in to class few times although he is not member,
he came with some people, all is lower 6,
he came in join lower 6 there..
after i back home, she msg me,
she ask me CH got go chinese society or not, 
so i tell her the truth..
then she keep on asking,
i told her that CH came with a group of people eh, 
then she seem feel better because not only they both..
after that, she ask that in the whole group just girls or got boys,
i said got boys too..
seem she feel better again..
but she told me that she cried when saw CH accompany that girl walk to the gate..
hmm... i can understand her feeling..
because i also cried before, just because saw walk in with that lower 6 girl together..
she have this respond and ask me those questions, i didn't feel curious or weird..
because i done before.. i will do the same thing as what she done..
she keep saying that she want to put down, 
but she still care all thing about him..  haiz.. same as me..


yesterday i wear FCC shirt + pants + sport shoes to school,
seem kinda abnormal.. 
and i scare people will thought i am a boy since that i wear like that..
and when i at home, my sis ask me "u wear like this to school ah?"
haiz.. but i have no choice, since that wanna save money..
i not same as others drive by themselves or got people fetch..
i am not such lucky..
i have to take bus.. 
i also don't wanna wear that to school, but ... haiz... 
some more have two more times..


sometimes when i keep listening to sad songs, 
my bro will ask me "why u so down?",
but yesterday, i listening to fast and kinda hot eh songs,
my bro ask me "why u suddenly so rock?"
hmm.. which type of songs i listen to, my bro will also ask me wor..
feel funny.. 
i feel that mandarin songs is easy to learn if compare to english songs..
because english songs i listen many times but still can't sing well.. 
i think i should listen more..