Tuesday, July 19, 2011

all about 19/7/11

today when my phone alarm wake me,
i close it and continue sleep.. 
after a while, i suddenly jump up.. 
i have to force myself to wake so early..
suddenly think that how good if every morning have a morning call..
wakakaka.. 
when want to go wait bus, 
as usual, i wan to close the wood door, 
and realise that it was locked, so i unlocked it then only close it..
but my mum shout to me " don't lock!!! why u lock?!!! "
i say i unlock it.. 
don't know why i felt very sad after that.. 
when i walk down, just saw 1 bus went away..
so just can wait lo..
after a long time then got a bus come, it kinda blank,
i use hand to stop it, but it didn't stop or slow down at all..
i was thinking is it i stand too near roadside?
hmm.. next time i should stand at middle of the road to stop it.. 
after reach school then enter class as usual..
i was waiting for my form teacher as i not sure what time she reach school..
after that i go find her,
i did not bring my hope go, 
but then she told me that she check already..
she wrote wrong, she wrote CM's attendance for me,
and mine is never absent..
after i heard that, i felt very happy..
it's a miracle... 
but i feel down again when i saw he chatting with the lower 6 girl during recess.
but i try hard not to show it out..
but after recess was muet, i just pretend do maths,
i don't want they know that i am down..
during PA period, which was last two period,
my stomach very pain..
i don't know why it pain.. 
but i think it's period pain if not mistaken..
because today is my first day.. 
luckily ah sam didn't go to school so extra class canceled..
i go wait bus, although pain, but i still have to do that..
don't know why i was waiting for my "dad",
but it makes me feel disappointed again.. 
because i just saw 2 friend that same class with her eh waiting at opposite..
but didn't see her.. 
never mind, i back alone again..
in the bus was so torturing me..
haiz.. 
after i reach home, ate finished,
i wanna open my computer, 
but a baby lizard was near the plug make me not dare to switch on..
once i sign in my hotmail, got a new email from blogger,
that was his comment.. hmm..
he first time comment on my blog.. 
feel kinda happy... hehe.. 
i think of the relay for life, 
last friday, HY ask my "dad" and me wanna join them or not
because they need 2 more people..
that time we said need time to discuss ..
but today, i heard from other people, that their group was full already..
i feel disappointed again.. 
hmm.. i don't have group to join.. haiz.. 

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