maybe due to period week..
hmm.. every morning, i so hard to wake..
and when reach school in class, i will lie on my table..
feel so sleepy..
when assembly, announce that starwalk today still can hand in,
hmm.. it makes my mind confuse again..
and after assemble return to class,
ys purposely take a form for me..
when recess time, i ask my "dad" whether she want or not,
but she don't want,
so no people can fetch me go and back,
no people can accompany me take bus also..
although the time is almost same as i go school eh time,
but go school is the way that i familiar and straight go into school when reach.
but time square there, i not familiar with it,
and also not sure stop at where..
and when reach, if there no people, i have to wait alone as sky not yet bright..
it will be so horrible to me..
i am scare..
even i dare, i sure that my mum won't allow also,
because it's so dangerous..
WC told me that, i not suppose to so depend to other people..
he said i not necessary have to follow people as they didn't go then i didn't go also..
hmm.. yup i know, but, just don't know why, i feel no "an quan gan"..
so i didn't join..
many people said that i am too dependent..
they said i have to be more independent..
i want too, but i just can't make it..
and SH always says that, i will marry very early as i am so dependent..
hmm.. but no people want wor.. so impossible eh la..
never thought that our economic teacher has success to enter final in MBS close,
so yeng wor..
they ask YQ attack teacher, but teacher said that if YQ dare to attack her,
then he no need to attend economic lesson liao..
she is so bad lo.. say like that.. wahahaha..
when economic lesson, i saw him and his class eh girl pass through,
suddenly i feel kinda down..
+. always call me as 古风 ,
why will i have this name? hmm..
it is because that day chinese society they write all members' name on whiteboard,
purpose is to let juniors use the rub whiteboard eh to throw our name,
then have to introduce ourselves..
because of i sit together with ys them, so when they write,
they wrote ys's name and my name very near,
then her cousin purposely throw at her name,
so i "buta" tiok also lo..
then when they call my name, lower sixers laugh..
they said thought is 古风 ..
because they wrote 吉 look like 古..
that time i felt very boh syok because they laugh me..
after that day,
+. always call me that name..
at first i don't like it,
but slowly i can accept he call me like that..
because i feel that it's not so bad actually..
today he call me like that again, i told him no this people,
then he said 古风 is 吉风 eh didi..
haha.. when chinese society, i ask +., where is 古风?
then he simply point to beside me which is no people eh..
then i also act by put my hand on "his" shoulder,
then he continue to act that he hit "him" away,
oh no! my didi...
then i "pull" "him" back..
wahahaha.. crazy..
hmm..
at 1pm something++, i go arts 6 class as no people inside,
just to try my luck, look from the window to downstairs,
see whether can see him at there or not..
>o< i saw him at there with his friends and teacher..
hmm.. he won't know eh..
since that i can't disturb him, so i just can see him when he don't know..
like that won't disturb tiok him eh..
i saw him for a while, till WM found me at there,
then i went back to chinese society..
after that his car not there, hmm, he back already..
today's bus driver drive till so horrible.. i am so scare..haiz..
CY ask me wanna watch final or not, hmm, maybe i want..
but i don't know when..
if is on next wed, we maybe don't have tutorial wor,
then wanna wait?
but then i have to wait also,
because teacher say ping pong competition is compulsory for us..
hmm.. i not sure yet, because i neither write name nor pay..
so see how first la..
although tomorrow is saturday, but have to go school, for extra class..
our class just 14 people going only, and all of them are not so close to me eh,
so, tomorrow i am alone.. haiz..
hmm.. i use to it already.. always like this eh..
really hope got people accompany me,
even just few minutes also not bad..
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