down case..

Evening, mum n sis are in the kitchen, having dinner... 
after that, my bro enter and join them eat together..
actually i want to join eh, 
but already 3 people, place limited..
it is because a small round table is near the wall,
and both beside got cupboard..
so can sit 3 people is still ok, but if add me, 4 people,
they will feel uncomfortable.. i don't want they feel uncomfortable,
so, it's ok, i am alone.. 
i wait they all eat finished, then i only go eat..
i was eat alone.. feel so sad.. no people accompany..
but it's ok.. really.. i should use to it... 
just now only know that my friend had break up.. 
i don't know what to do to comfort her although i want to..
i said something to her just hope she feel better..
when comforting her, it makes me think about what my friend said before..
she said that i have no rights to comfort other people as myself not ok..
i am doubt about it.. 
is that really i no right to help my friend?
don't know why, although myself hurt enough,
but i am thinking something..
about how to let her don't feel pain n hurt.. 
hmm..
and i think that if all her pain n hurt can comes to me, 
i willing to accept it.. 
as long as she will be ok..
am i stupid? hmm.. nope.. 
all i want is all people around me are happy without hurt..
then how about me? hmm.. i am ok wor..
no matter how hurt i am, also never mind eh..
as long as all people happy..
really hope she will recover soon.. 
maybe all boys are the same.. 
they don't know the meaning about love.. 
love, not about suitable or not, it's all about cherish or not..
tomorrow monday again.. 
monday is my duty day.. how good if got people accompany me.. 
haiyo.. don't think so much la.. dreaming still early..