events

actually how many percent can we believe our friends?
although just small matters, but don't know why i mind it so much.. 
about relay for life, hmm..
we had plan it for many months ago, maybe more than 1 year too..
because we plan it after last year's relay for life..
all planned, and also promised each other that,
we 10 people form a group in this year..
but now, the fact, some join other group, some don't wanna join..
we do not have any group..
and my "dad" and me feel wanna go but do not have group to join.. 
another, starwalk..
at first, i ask them wanna join or not, 
and i told them its at the middle of the exam,
then they told me that they don't want join.. 
so i also didn't think so much..
but after that, they joined.. 
i feel wanna join too, but i don't have transport, so what to do?
actually i think about exam too, 
but my classmate said that friday no school, 
so got friday and saturday to study then sunday go walk..
hmm.. cincai lo.. 
then, about prom night.. 
when i ask them, they all say don't want,
but then just now my "dad" say she maybe will join because all of them going..
well.. i know i do not have rights to stop they make their decisions,
but just feel that am i over believe them?
i know i should not think that way,
but just don't know why this kind of thinking appear in my mind.. 
some friends say that i should attend the prom night..
although they say RM60 at G Hotel is count as not expensive,
but it's expensive to me..
and also, if i didn't guess wrong, he will attend as he wait for a long time already.
and i scare will have something happen that makes me feel hurt..
they say may have a competition is about best partner, 
i am thinking what if he partner with a girl to join the competition?
i don't know what will i do at that time if it really happen..
i can't accept it.. hmm.. maybe i think too much again.. 
they say i should wear nicely and attend, to make him regret..
but i don't think that way,
because i feel that he won't, and i know i do not attractive at all too.. 
they all wanna go make me feel like wanna go together with them, 
and my classmates also also form a group but they less 1 people then ask me to join.
SH say it just the only 1 time in our life..
i tell her that next time working might have this kind of event too..
but she told me that, when working time, all people are complicated.. 
not as naive and pure like now.. 
hmm.. what she say is correct, but,
still it's all about money... where do i find RM60? hmm...