today morning, once again, i repeated what i done for two days ago..
close phone alarm and continue to sleep then kinda late again..
hmm..
i really very tired..
at school, i was lie on my lovely file, quite a long time,
but i can't sleep..
when 7am, i am still clear, and i also know he pass by my class..
after that feel slowly wanna fall in sleep already,
but then suddenly heard a noisy sound which made by my classmates,
then suddenly shock and wake..
i look at my watch, it was 7:13am..
then i went toilet as usual but my hands and legs were paralysis..
then i was blur blur when go assembly field..
my friend which is chinese society president told us that 10am go take photo,
but when 10am we went there, they said that changed already,
then we went back class again..
they said want go swimming, but i don't know how to swim also..
suddenly think of him again as he said before that wanna teach me..
when recess time, i heard my friend say that ZY want join relay for life but no group,
i felt kinda happy, because can add more 1 people..
after recess, i get the form..
during account period, librarian come and ask us go for photography section..
but know la, meet tiok ah sam sure nothing is smooth eh..
he don't allow we go, he just allow we go after 15-20 minutes..
because he said always wait for long time, wasting time only..
then WX come in to call out PKS, it was so funny..
ah sam as usual ask now is which one taking photo and have how many more..
and ask about the time that they take photo,
then WX look at ah sam eh watch a while, then say, oh it's the time now..
wahahaha.. made whole class laughing.. so funny..
after that ah sam ask librarians go,
actually when take the photo that play play eh,
i don't know how to zho siao pun, so just follow SH do a peace sign only..
SH told me that i had climb to her 2nd waiting list from the 3rd waiting list..
which is at 19th place.. wahahaha..
when PA period, teacher told us that tomorrow she will be absent,
then whole class was so excited and ask her don't absent tomorrow,
because tomorrow will take class photo..
then she just ask us to find other teacher to replace her..
they don't want, they said that go ask people who in charge eh
see whether can let us take by today boh..
when monitor came back and said can, we all went there..
at first we stand ok already, which is CYi beside me and CYen in front me,
she took off my tie pin.. my brain was full of question marks..
then she explain that when zho siao, she want to pull my tie,
hmm, a good idea..
but all seem not smooth, change place again..
so we can't play liao..
when after school, i go find ZY and ask him wanna join hor?
but then he said he no money liao so don't want dy..
i felt kinda disappointed, because i plan he be captain and we join eh..
hmm.. CY and KK also say they don't want already..
then... what should i do???
CY say lazy and nothing to do there,
i admit really nothing to do eh, because last year i just keep sms with him only..
if now form a group, just about 5 people only..
not enough, and must hand in by this week, today is friday which is last day..
not enough people can hand in? or just cancel it?
hmm.. wondering.. haiz...
after that we go for ping pong a while,
and escape to arts 4 which is AGM but do nothing eh..
because we don't want to play..
but the rest they go for chemistry extra class dy..
i saw him in his class with 2 girls, feel kinda hurt again,
i told myself act didn't see anything.. but really can i?
about 10 minutes before reach 3pm, i stand at near boy's toilet there,
actually got 2 aim, 1 is to wait them, another is,
just wanna see him again before go back..
i can feel that he was coming down and i didn't expect that he will talk to me.
i thought he will just straight go away like stranger as usual..
when he ask me not yet back? i just shake my head..
when he say bye to me, i neither look at him nor answer bye..
hmm..
why?? i also don't know why..
that's not what i really want to be.. but why will i so cool?
i really wonder about it..
after that we go down, we met my maths teacher which is also ping pong teacher,
i ask her can i back? she said i always ask this question eh..
then say can la..
Weeee ~ ~
so good..
i saw him drive away..
then i walk out, but i saw my friends all went another direction,
i ask them, they said go library return thing to people.
so i told them i leave first..
when i almost reach front gate, already turn green light for people crossing road,
although when i reach there was still green light but i not dare to pass,
because i not well in estimate..
so i wait for another green light, at the same time,
i saw he drive pass by again..
when turn green light, i pass by, but a car don't know how to drive eh,
block the road which cross by walking people eh..
cacat lo..
i am waiting for the bus, but it came 203 and 502 which i can't back home eh..
wait for long time, 1 friend which waiting her mum fetch her eh came,
i ask her where is the rest?
she told me that the rest was fetch by friend's mum..
after that she leaves also..
hmm.. left me alone wait for a long time again..
i felt kinda down, but i keep telling myself i had already use to it..
and left 3 or 4 months more only..
hmm.. hope it really makes me feel better..
in the bus, i nearly fall when bus turning..
i know that my balance worst, what can do to increase balancing?
when i was at home and saw his blog,
i get hurt again..
his "sis" is .......?
i am guessing is someone, i think what i guess is right..
he not using sis but using "sis",
i know why...
that's why i feel hurt..
but i know more about him, which is we both are almost same,
he can't eat sushi, i also don't eat eh,
even i got eat, also just can accept maked by rice eh nia..
because normally when smell tiok already feel wanna vomit..
but don't know why my sis like it so much..
left few days to exam, but seriously and honestly,
i not yet start to study..
don't know why i no longer have the study heart already..
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