emo again

just read his blog..
and it makes me feel hurt again.. 
all about her.. 
he care so much to other girls..
but won't be me.. 
she cry in class, he worry him, 
i cried in class, i think he not even know, 
even know, he also won't worry about me, isn't it?
her...
he fetch her back home.. 
so.. that day he so late back is just wanna fetch her back..
her phone out of credit, he can call her..
but why last time my phone expired, he never call me?
hmm.. now think back, 
seem that he never call me and chat.. 
he likes to see her sweet smile..
he said that to me before.. 
about nearly one year ago..
well.. i feel hurt enough.. 
but who cares?
i am just negligible.. 
their relation so close...
i jealous so much... 
but.. do i have the rights?
nope.. 
seem that tonight i will insomnia again..