24/8/11

morning after i prepared everything and start wearing right leg's sock,
"SHAAA~~~"
suddenly raining...
so i took off my socks and went in room to send message for XF,
ask her fetch me go...
but when wait till she go school eh time,
rain already become smaller...
when reach school, wow, no rain also... road still dry..
but after enter class for a while,
suddenly rain.. yea.. no need go for assembly..


so fast maths teach till so chim already..
almost finish also..
but my homework not yet finish..
and also not so understand..
she teach very fast...


when muet period,
today suppose is YN's group and my group sit for the speaking test,
but after YN's group,
when we prepare want to go front,
they said our group's YC absent..
so the next group said they want first..
but actually their group also got 1 person absent,
because of if that group finish, will left only SW 1 person,
so they already planned to let SW take over..
actually when told teacher that both group also got people absent,
so teacher ask got 3 people eh group go forward,
suppose is our group first,
but the group already sit at there and said to teacher that they also 3 people,
actually why they do that?
i think it is because teacher said that Thursday and Friday she won't be around,
then if today didn't do speaking test,
have to wait till after holidays,
and actually JW already told teacher they want to test today from earlier,
they jump the queue..
actually teacher plan 3 people also never mind,
because can add in 1 student that got retake muet test eh..
and also can let SW join in our group,
but they...............
so left us 1 group only, need to wait after holidays..
and teacher gives eh question ok..
that suppose is our group, but not theirs..
i scare get the hard 1 that no point to say eh..
i know it just a small matter,
but i was so angry and boh syok about it..
do them know what's call as RESPECT?
they do that way, and never think of our feelings,
and never ask permission from us,
they totally ignore us,
well, is it we are not human?
but actually can know that among the group, who planned it..
i feel that what i realise yesterday is so right that,
in this world, all is depend on relation,
as what hokkien people always say,
they know how to be a people..
their relation among friends is better than me,
so this is the result..
and,
what else can i complain?
that time i feel that no one will understand my feeling..
because if thing didn't happen on a person,
he/she won't understand eh..


and RC also unfair,
all also reletion..
some people atend less times than me,
but they get higher attendance than me,
because of relation..
tomorrow is the last day to give cert for RC, 
then should i? 
since that attendance already so sucks..
and today i only know that FCC is another sucks..
our class the 3 FCC boys get full attendance,
but actually 1 of them is syok syok go, boh syok boh go eh..
how come...............?
then my friends got about half, is because they really less attend..
but mine?
over 12 times activities,
i just absent for 2 times only,
and what we get for the attendance?
a lot of 0..
what the ....?!!!!
and about the cert,
my friends and me also attended 2 April's ceramah in school
which is organise by school koperasi..
but today i only know that, they all get the cert which worth 14 marks,
but i didn't get..
so,
is it this is the way which MBS people do things?
irresponsible!!!!
is that to be responsible is so hard to them?


today we have economic test again..
at the same time,
teacher give back those latihan that we done,
and also the short essay that we wrote which is last week's test.
then i didn't get mine as thay all get back..
after that only know, it is because teacher put my paper on the class board..
because i get 6 marks which is full..
this thing happen not the first time to me..
so they say me again..
they say that i always say didn't study is lie them eh..
they say i everyday act online but in fact is study everyday..
well.. i can't stop what they want to say..
but i swear, i really everyday sit in front computer without book..
they don't believe me, i can do nothing also..


today no tutorial since that teacher said she got something to do..
after back home and ate,
then walk to air itam again..
but so bad that when want back, 
rain heavily..
but how wor?
still need to back home eh mah..
so ............... 
raining... walk back home...
then what happen, know liao gua.. 
haiz..