18/8/11

yesterday don't know why so tired,
although not 9am something only wake, 
but i leave my bed at that time..
then about 12pm, i went to sleep again, till 2pm..
but still felt sleepy and tired..
then at night headache again, so i hope i can sleep tight..
but then 11pm went to stick on my lovely bed, can't sleep.. 
till about 12 something only slept..


today, he absent again, why leh???
hmm.. i don't know also..


when assembly, saw the 2 flags not at top but at half,
why leh?? don't know also..


economic teacher gave us a short test, 
i not really know how to do, so just luan luan write lo..
then she asked us prepare keynes for next week,
and she said herself consider as good already,
because all just small topic but not whole chapter..
hmm.. ok lo.. i admit what she said is quite correct de..


when muet, finally teacher started speaking test for trial exam..
the first group because of got 1 person absent, so next group start..
CY shock jor.. haha.. but then after that, she is the happiest among all of us..
but the questions quite hard..
SH said she hope tomorrow will turn to her group again, 
because she want to enjoy saturday and sunday.. 


then is maths, 1 period,
teacher didn't teach, 
we felt curious so we asked her, 
she told us study ourselves, she don't want teach already..
we all felt shock..
but then when i saw her "smile", i know she cheat us de.. haha.. 
so bad lo.. 


ah sam ask who wanna attend extra class this saturday,
i want but got RC meeting wor..
the lower 6 girl told me meeting is compulsory,
but then got people said not compulsory.. 
so which is the fact?
then how should i decide leh?
after that, the lower 6 girls came again, wanna collect RM5,
but so sorry that my wallet just got RM2 only..
then i ask that girl whether is compulsory, and told her got people said not,
then she said she in charge eh so she make it compulsory..
hmm.. ok lo... 
so i skip extra class lor.. 


SH and YN keep asking me to hand out with them, 
i rejected many times, also feel paiseh..
and they said same class with me so long time and know each other so many years,
but never hang out with me..
but some people i just know few months then can hang out together already..
hmm... ok lor.. what can i said leh? 
who ask that people can give me an quan gan wor..
this saturday... i might consider it la.. 
but scare my period will come, 
because it suppose come at tuesday but today thursday already still not yet..
and i wear RC shirt take bus to komtar??
seem so weird.. feel not safe to change clothes at there ler..
but if change at school, take bus need to pay more.. 
haiz..
how leh??


after school, we got farewell..
so we all follow SChoo's car, 
reach at there around near 2pm,
but i wait till around over 3pm something only can eat..
why? because they no efficient lo..
prepare 1 plate also use a long time,
there got so many people..
some more few of us including me eh, they prepare the last..
i was so hungry till my both hands paralyze..
because i whole morning didn't eat anything besides early morning's oat only..
after that, teacher said want take photo at outside the shop.. 
that time, few of them don't want, so i follow them lor..
so we escape to toilet, we hide near there..
wait they all took photo then only go out..
hmm.. actually i not really want hide eh, but they hide so i just follow nia lor..
then we wait for friend's mum come fetch, so we stand at outside,
for a long time, i felt stomach ache again.. 
and feel like wanna fainted already..
but i didn't tell them...
when in car, they keep chatting till very high, but i just keep quiet,
because i really very pain..


now at night, hmm.. 
good night to you.. sweet dreams..