1 period give exam paper, then another 1 period cover a bit basics,
n he tells story..
he said last time got a girl, her homework all very good,
result also very well, can answer questions..
but before STPM, her bf break up with her,
so guess what happen the next?
hmm.. yup.. she get bad result..
haiz.. why does boys like that? boys love to hurt girls?
hurting girls is their fun?
i don't know.. i am not a boy.. i had been hurting also..
i also want to know why..
some people can love the people he/she loves very long time,
maybe forever.. never change even the people he/she loves doesn't love him/her in return..
but majority of people, change easily..
because of something, their heart changed..
and hurting the people who loves him/her very much..
but they don't know that
no matter how deep or how many times they hurting the people who loves them,
those people will still loves him/her..
this kind of people will let others to look down,
take him/her as a topic and say him/her bad words..
the one who don't loves anymore and break up, people won't say about them..
but in opposite, the one who still loves him/her and can't forget or put down for a long time,
people will keep gossip about him/her.
seem familiar? hmm.. yup i know all people around me also gossip about me..
they look down at me..
上星期五是 prom night，
看了照片后，觉得那些女生的妆画得太浓，
变得很可怕。。
我不是要批评什么，因为我不懂得化妆。。
只是我实话实说。。
我觉得我比较最真实的大家。。
似乎每个女生都戴隐形眼镜来取代眼镜，
还好我没去。。因为我根本没有，而且也不会戴，不敢戴。。
是的，我也不会穿高跟鞋，不像其他正常的女生。。
我没有女人味。。但我就是我啊！
怎么这世界那么多人都喜欢虚伪的？
我最怕的就是会看见他和女生在一起。。
但我依然去打开朋友们上载的照片来看。。
目的只是找看有没有他。。
他穿蓝色衬衫，系一条蓝色领带。。
朋友说不怎么样。。
可怎么我觉得他很帅呢？
就算不要用帅来形容，
那我只能说，我还是那么喜欢看他。。
每次我都说着别的帅哥，可是他们只是帅，并没有吸引我。。
反而是他。。
看了照片，我很好奇。。
为什么那些不是情侣的男生和女生可以互相触碰身体？
我真的不懂。。
或许他们比较开放，而我比较保守吧？
毕竟我无法接受男生碰我。。除非是男友。。
怎么说？印象中，连我哥哥都没有抱过我，我长大后，爸爸也没抱过我。。
在我的范围内，我只能接受男女之间触碰只是当要叫对方时用食指动动两下而已。。
并不是像他们那种可以搂腰搭肩等等。。
对我来说，只有男友可以。。
当然也会希望男友这么做。。
是他们太开放，还是我太保守？
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